I'd rather live life beyond my means the spend my life on my knees.

Life is finally looking up. My moms biopsy came back benign. Big weight off everyones shoulders. We are all happy here which is a nice change.

I have also got myself out of the rut I was speaking about last time. Also good news I guess.

I really don't have too much to say, I kinda said a lot last time. I think I might go to the beach now. I have never been there while it was snowing, might be a fun experience. The thought of going to the beach makes me feel a little foolish for writing in this now. Lets say I actually do go, and I do have this profound experience. I then come back here and write about it. It actually makes more sense to put this off until I get back, but I am still undecided on if I'm going or not. I guess we will just have to see what happens.