I have spent a lot of time staring at my cell phone. I scroll through all my archived texts and I read a lot of them over and over again. Its almost scary that the majority of my texts messages are from my ex girl friends and complete strangers. What is even scarier is the level in which I am connecting with these people. I get texts from fans of my band from literally all over the world. People from Tennessee to Sweden text me and we talk as if we have known each other for years, when in reality I have never met these people. 3 out of 4 of my ex girl friends text me regularly. Its not too odd for Steph and I because we see each other everyday, but I don't have the same kind of relationships with Monica and Ashley. Monica texts me once in awhile to see how I'm doing, I do the same. I hope one day we can meet up and catch up for real. Its been too long. We used to be so close, even before we dated, and then we broke up and...
Ashley and I talk far more frequently. It's weird that her and I connect better broken up then we did dating. I can't explain it but for what ever reason, we talk as if nothing ever happened, I mean that. We talk like we never dated, although it frequently comes up in conversation. We talk as if we have always just been really good friends. And I like that. It's nice to have someone to talk to like her.
It's not much but even these small things are helping me overcome life at the moment, and for that sole reason I am posting this blog. So the people who I have been talking to can see how much I appreciate them and so everyone else who reads this can finally read something that isn't overwhelmingly depressing.
Till next time.
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