Fuck you little princess, who the hell do you think you are?

I didn't post the link to this the last few times I wrote in it due to the fact that I was obviously terribly depressed and thinking irrationally. This time, I wont post it because once again I am thinking irrationally, only now I am more rage filled than anything. Fuck it, I may post this on twitter, I really want to. We'll see what happens after my rant.

I have been cutting down on the sexting I do with dumb girls. If you have ever spent anytime with me at around 9pm-2am on any given night then you know that a number of girls (usually still in High School) start texting ridiculous sexual fantasies to me. I never turn down the opportunity to take the ride with them till they cum or till I get bored. If only they knew what I was really doing when I say "My cock is so hard"; if only they knew that I was stoned off my ass in some basement or on some dock with all my friends laughing at them. I wonder what they would say if I told them that Hannah was typing for me when I was too busy to bother with them while I was watching [adult swim] or Weeds or Star Wars?

Now the reason I am typing this is not to confess that I take advantage of naive, hormone enraged High School girls. It is to vent how they make me want to scream. All of them don't see this for what it is on multiple levels. They don't seem to understand that its a rouse, which I guess means I did my job well, but now it has escalated to the point that they think I care about their lives. I don't. And what's worse is that they try to communicate on the same intellectual level as myself. They can't. It is horrifying how dumb they all are and yet have no idea.

If I was actually trying to get a nut off of these girls I would probably wind up killing myself. Having to explain what "get me off" means is not sexy. Typing "layed" instead of "laid" is not sexy. Its like they all think they are mature enough to be sexually active yet can't grasp the simple concepts of sex. I was more sexually savvy at 14 then these girls are at 16-18. And for awhile this made it so much more priceless. Like telling this girl that I wanted her to reach into a bucket of popcorn in a crowded movie theater to find my cock and then fuck her with everyone watching made all of my friends and I crack up when she responded back to me about how hot that would be, cluing to us that she was under the impression that I was serious.

But now its just annoying, because I am getting invited to proms and out to eat with them. They are coming to me with problems and dilemmas. And I just when I thought they couldn't be more dumb, I find myself explaining things like sarcasm and idiosyncrasies.

Well now I'm done. It was fun while it lasted, but I can't keep up the charade. If I have ever sexted with you, understand that there was a good chance I was with all of my friends and we all laughed at you. I am not sorry.

On a closing note, I have much better real sex than any of you girls could ever imagine up.