Saturday, March 13, 2010

Fearless I wait here on my own.

It is a few hours after my last post. I woke up today to more bad news, what a surprise. This is going to get confusing so I am gonna have to back track a little bit.

A few posts ago I was talking about my aunt who has cancer. I should of said which aunt, because in reality, I have 2 aunts plus my mother who battle cancer. So a few months ago, my Aunt Linda had lung cancer. Doctors thought they removed it, but it spread to her adrenal gland. She recently underwent surgery to remove her adrenal glad. In most cases, it comes out in one piece. In my Aunt Linda's case, it crumbled into pieces. Not a good sign. We are still waiting for word on what this means.

My mother who has battled cancer since I was in 6th grade underwent a biopsy for her breasts. It came back negative. But now doctors want to put her on some medication that should prevent cancer, because they are a little unsure.

This morning, I woke up and found out that my Aunt Susan, who has underwent numerous chemotherapy treatments, can't get her medications because her heart is only working at 50%

Needless to say I am pretty shook up about all of this. The timing could not be worse, because I just got out of a pretty bad depression, and my work load for school is getting pretty heavy.

I feel terrible for my little brother. I am afraid that he is going to go away to college next semester, and half of his family is going to die.

I can't even formulate thoughts anymore. I guess this is the end of this blog.

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